of tiramitsus and pavlovas

went out with the usual gang today night and had the most satisfying dinner ever!...
so hungry that when i munched into that mouth of tiramitsu....i felt so contented...little things in life are starting to suprisingly make me feel happy...yohoooo!

a close to 4 year relationship with my fellow coursemates have made me treassure those who stood by me and know who i shouldn't have trusted. people who's first impression failed to make me like them are now my dear supper/yum cha/ ktv buddies...such is life when good things come when u least expected them...:)

today's dinner was full of fun and madness...and i cant imagine that next year this time we would soon be far apart from each other...all of you hold a special place in my heart...for all the joy u guys brought in my life...for the support u guys gave when i was at my lowest point...the only regret i have is why we have not bonded since the begining of our course...and only when we are close to graduating...

nevertheless...another half a year is left...and promise, we shall make the best of it...GROUP HUGSSSSS

just right

yesterday was a suprise..anticipation of being emo was actually not what had happened..but only the total opposite...everything, was just right:)

the ammount of havoc in the clinic adding up me being busy with thesis, might be overwhelming for some ppl..but for me i never felt so in love with clinics and classes before...it was just right the ammount before i went crazy..

the performance at night was just right...the wheather, the dinner and the company of a fren..just right to complete my night..

the sad love song playing on the radio was just right too...suprisingly...just right the ammount to make me smile while closing my eyes thinkin of all the silly antics i did to make myself get over everything...as i close my eyes and drink in the song...i realised i don't feel even an ounce of sadness..everything yesterday was too good too be emo over..:)

i guess hapiness which is truly from within last the longest...this kind of feeling of being in a good mood not because im in love feels great...

and i plan to keep this just right feeling for long, for good.

cheers

forgiveness

"forgiveness does not alter the past but enlarges the future..."

saw this message on a video today..found it rather meaningful..

this young man was hurt so much by his father that no man could ever endure..and yet in the end he decided to forgive...

but how do you know if u have forgiven a person?

how does forgiveness help u recover....?

sometimes i just feel that ppl forgive just to make themselves feel noble..deep down have they really moved on i wonder...

dream a little dream of me

according to John Hughlings Jackson, an english neurologist, sleep serves to sweep away unnecessary memories and connections from the day. it has some correlation to the "reverse learning theory" that states that dreams are like the cleaning-up operations of computers when they are off-line, removing parasitic nodes and other "junk" from the mind during sleep.

i was having silly nightmares over a particular something for 3 concecutive days and its bugging me so that i decided to google dreams..i refuse to believe that u dream of something when u constantly think of it...i constantly think of food...i dont see myself dreaming of eating anyways..

after seeing this explanation, it made more sense as to why i dreamt of the same object with different themes..

simple, clearing all junks that has accumulated in my brain for ever so long requires alot of time..and since i conciously have not made an effort..my subconcious mind is doing the dirty job..*sounds so crappy..*..by nyways i guess that explains it..

im just wondering how much longer does this take..im kinda sick of the feeling waking up feeling so distressed...spoils my day la..ughhh

*praying to God....faster faster clear up the junk laaa*